Writing my life's story

A freaking awesome week?

2007-11-17T02:27:13Z

Affirmative!

Good things that happened this week:
-I made varsity soccer team!!
-I got an almost perfect report card!!
-I think I did really good on my Algebra II/Trig. test!!
-I got cleats, shin guards, and soccer socks!!
-I'm not feeling too sick!!
-I'm eating proper meals daily!!
-I'm sleeping better than usual!! ~~That really really bad dream excluded~~.
-I made my favorite teacher laugh with my art project again!!

There's prolly more, but I'm feeling lazy. :] I hope your week was just as freaking awesome. And if not, there's always next week. And the week after that. ♥

Things can only get better?

2007-11-10T22:56:27Z

Yesterday was a pretty horrible day. Horrible as in, I walked/ran home crying and then passed out when I got home, horrible. Yes, it was that bad.

But then Alex called me and said "Hey, you're going ice skating later!" Uhh...huh? I was still kinda blaah at the time, so I didn't wanna talk to him about it. But it turned out to be pretty fun.

Ice skating, the cure for emo?

Hmph

2007-10-01T02:21:10Z

You piss me off to no end. Sometimes I really just want to punch you in the face. I love you, I really do, but you're making it harder and harder to convince myself that that is true. I hate everything that you do. I hate everything that you say. I hate everything that you do and say to me. Everytime I talk to you, I walk away pissed a ever, regardless of how good a day I was having beforehand. You can take the happiest moment of my life and ruin it in an instant. I hate you so fucking much. It's getting harder and harder to love you.

I hope you like being this way. I hope you get some form of enjoying from my being miserable. I hope you're getting something from it. Because if you aren't, I hate you even more. Because I fucking hate every waking moment I am near you and if it's all for nothing...

Have a great day. Because I know I won't.

Just one of those days

2007-09-20T04:55:08Z

Don'tcha just hate those days when you don't have the energy to do anything? I can't tell if I'm sick right now, exhausted, or just freaking depressed. I'm pretty sure it's a combination of the three.

This shit sucks.

This isn't good

2007-09-12T06:33:36Z

I'm starting to think about those retarded things I shouldn't think about again. Like how many people I know actually know me. How many of them are actually my friends? How many of them can I rely on? How many of them would be there for me if I needed them? How many of them would be able to spend two days with me without getting pissy and leaving? How many of them will actually make an attempt to remain friends with me if we went separate ways?

How many of them would care if I just disappeared one day? What if I died? How many of them would even care? Would they even notice? Or would they just think I went on vacation for a really really really really really ridiculously ~~good looking~~ long time?

How many friends do I really have? I mean, I'm sure I have a lot of people that would consider themselves my friends, but how many of them are actually friends?

I'm glad I don't really have any friends on LiveJournal. Cuz no one can read this and tell me how right or wrong I might be.

Today has been really depressing. I need sleep.

Fucking hell

2007-08-24T04:10:17Z

Note to self: Do not wash bras and underwear with red skirts. Fuck.

Tch

2007-08-22T00:54:31Z

I'm so...tired.

faithy_with_a_k @ 2007-07-14T02:16:00

2007-07-14T09:24:59Z

once upon a time,
there was a boy and a girl.
one not so special day,
the boy saw the girl crying.
he asked her,
"why are you crying?"
she looked up at him,
tears running down her face,
"he said i was ugly.
all i ever did was love him!
no one loves me!
i will never love again!"
he shook his head,
"that's not true. so don't cry."
she cried even harder,
"how do you know? it's true!
who would ever love me?!"
he shook his head again and smiled,
"i would. i know because i've fallen in love with your smile.
so don't cry. i want to see your beautiful smile."
so she stopped crying,
and she smiled.

The oven

2006-11-15T03:52:45Z

Is ghey. It ruined dinner D: But, yknow, even so...Nothing can ruin my day. Today was too much fun for it to be ruined by such a simple thing. ~~Even if Momma Bear's cooking is THE best in the world ♥~~

My friends are too kewlio. I love them to death XD

By the way, he should never sing around me. It's so frigging cute, but it's so funny too. I could stop laughing XD I loveloveLOVE that kidd <3

Hardy har har

2006-11-11T19:10:34Z

No work? Sha-WING! Works for me, dude. :] Though now I'm wide awake with absolutely nothing to do. Not cool. >.o;

I miss! School needs to come again. </3

Newbie

2006-11-11T08:44:49Z

LiiiveJournal!!

Well, this be ish mah first post. I still have to get used to this new site, so I guess I could play around with the codes for a lil' while. ~~Not that they're that hard to remember...~~

So maybe, juuust maybe, I could use this "journal" of mine to rant instead of using Gaia all the time D: Funfunfun.

Watchout, LiveJournal. You have a new bitch on your site <333